Why I Dislike Wall-Ball, 15.3 and What I Plan to Do About It

This entry is a bit delayed because I have been more than slightly disappointed in my performances in the last 2 weeks of the open so I have not wanted to write about it. Life however does go on and therefore it is time to explain what happened in 15.2 and 15.3. And why I dislike wall-ball. 

First of all, 15.2 is the workout with the pull-ups. The long and short of it is, I did not get a pull up. I am close. But just not there. I spent 30 seconds of the allotted 3 minutes doing my overhead squats at 45lbs and then moved on to spend 2:30 attempting a pull up. I tried the entire time. But nothing. Coach Meg says I am about 1 month away. I feel like I am 1 year away at times. So my score for 15.2 was 6. I chalked it up and moved on. Although I am not over it. 

This past week's workout (15.3) was as follows:

Complete as many rounds and reps as possible in 14 minutes of:

RX
7 Muscle-ups
50 wall-ball shots (men 20lbs at 10ft target and women 14 lbs at 9ft target)
100 double-unders

Scaled
50 wall-ball shots (men 20lbs and women 10lbs both at 9ft)
200 singles

I thought this would be fine. I was good enough at wall-ball and I can bust through singles 50 at a time no problem. I also knew I sometimes struggle with hitting the target but I was confident I would do okay at this.

Happy Birthday baby!
The day of the workout came. It was my husband's birthday that day and we had the busiest day happening with multiple obligations. We went for the workout. I started off poorly. I get in my own head a lot and in this case, it was bad. I can squat low enough. I can throw the ball high enough. But I could not hit the target. And when I could, I couldn't get more than 2 in a row. It took me nearly 7 minutes to get through the first set of wall balls. Pathetic. I moved on to the jump rope and easily checked off 200 singles. Back to the wall ball where I couldn't even finish the second round of 50 before the clock ran out. My end score? 281. Literally horrible. I left feeling defeated and sad at my effort. I thought I might do it again the next day when I was in a better head space. The rest of the day came and went just fine.

By the time Monday rolled around I refused to enter in my score of 281 because it was so awful. I was asked to judge Monday afternoon. After I judged, my fellow CrossFitters convinced me to give it another go. I tried 15.3 again.

It was better, but still not good. I focused on getting 2 at a time with the wall-ball but still struggled with the target. I got through the first round but not easily and made it to my singles then back to the 50 wall-ball. I was able to finish 2 sets of wall-ball this time and ended trying to finish the 200 singles. Final score: 344. Better. But not good.

I have learned that the open exposes your weaknesses more than anything. It shows you what you need to work on and where your skills lie. I clearly know my skills are in lifting. They are NOT in wall-ball, pull ups or anything relating to gymnastics.

Now that I know the areas that I need to work on, I plan to work harder than ever once the open is over. Not that I haven't been 100% committed before but I need to be closer to 110% or more.

Clearly I have made significant improvements during my 6 months engaging in CrossFit however, for me, it's not enough. I need more.



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